Tuesday, September 16, 2003
17 September 2003 12:06am
Gods, i dont even know the date anymore.. sigh.. i think it has been 4 months since my last blog.. well yea i've decided to start my blog again.. dont ask me why.. i guess this is just the place where i can actually scream and shout whatever i want without bothering if anyone cares bout what i say. sigh.. especially when someone u think they should care bout u doesn't even show that they care when u need them the most.. even if they say they do.. why cant i see or feel em..? feels more like we're drifting apart now.. or maybe its just me.. i dont know.. but i know it doesnt feel good.. things are all just so stressed up now that i dont even know where to begin or what to begin with.. college.. relationships.. work.. sigh.. all this bullshits in life that one must encounter is just so fucked up.. maybe not everyone feels or take things the way i do.. but since this is the way i do.. im feeling bloated up all inside..
Gods, i dont even know the date anymore.. sigh.. i think it has been 4 months since my last blog.. well yea i've decided to start my blog again.. dont ask me why.. i guess this is just the place where i can actually scream and shout whatever i want without bothering if anyone cares bout what i say. sigh.. especially when someone u think they should care bout u doesn't even show that they care when u need them the most.. even if they say they do.. why cant i see or feel em..? feels more like we're drifting apart now.. or maybe its just me.. i dont know.. but i know it doesnt feel good.. things are all just so stressed up now that i dont even know where to begin or what to begin with.. college.. relationships.. work.. sigh.. all this bullshits in life that one must encounter is just so fucked up.. maybe not everyone feels or take things the way i do.. but since this is the way i do.. im feeling bloated up all inside..
